I'm really fucked up right now.

All the research i have been doing is extremely out of my mind, and it makes me worry a lot about what I really like to do…it’s really frustrating. I’m watching mental right now, kind of a psychiatrist show, and in some way seems to be what I would like to do(i mean, as a physician).

The problem is that I wouldn’t like to be tagged as the people I know that want to enter that field. I would hate it if I work with some of them (another frustrating issue).

Today was totally fun. I had a family day, playing with my brother and my cousins, great time however, another thing happened too. My ex boyfriend called me. And he didn’t call for a couple of times, he called me like 76 times (yeah the fucking cellphone was ringing like a bitch, I had to turn it off).
Shit, he’s so stubborn.

I don’t mind about it at all, but how a person could degrade himself at the point that begins to beg for love?
That´s the worst thing ever! It doesn’t only frustrate me, it’s sick!! It’s really sick!! He needs therapy right now!

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Dude, he’s mental.

Doesn't he realize that all this stuff just makes me hate him?

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I kind of miss Sophie, and I miss my true life. Been here is like dreaming, with my parents, doing family stuff, and it’s fantastic, but I can’t afford it for a lot of time(OMG I just have been here like for 2 days and now I want to go back to my life xD)

I need to watch that show again, it makes me happy haha.

Big Kiss

 

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